Monthly Archives: October 2008

Little Napolean In The Business Park



He says:

“A Spirical fire escape pierces my side
And ninety shining shoes trample brass-tinged ribs.
(Panic tastes like iron on forty-five flapping tongues
And the wedding hasn’t yet begun).
My fingers crack on greasy cubes
Twenty-six symbols that slice and burn
A flaking callous, twitching knuckles,
Weeping geneology and a fear of cats.
My eyes ache with a pixel rash, and this chair
Will not tilt back.”

And he says:

“If these are all the sad songs,
And that was all last month,
Then this is dead titanic irony;
An open-plan Arc de Triomphe.”



Urgh, what a horrendous weekend. I’m not here to go into details.



These mornings seem bejewelled,

Honey cells, hexagons resting against nectar

With stings curled inward. We plunge in our hands

And twist inside hedgerows,

Only to pull out scathed from night-times

Brawling over sunken ships, the face

Of an Arab on the radio. A girl

From Buenos Aires dances a heady tango

At the corner of visions.

I move too fast, the velvets of last week

Biting at my shoulder blades

Thrust memories of tastings onto four

Year-old tongues, while my temple pulses

Where knuckles, grey, still bury their

Teenage teeth, like splinters of quartz

Or insect wings. And still I hear

Your bare feet striking sand, as I try

To raise myself again.

The View From Koppenberg Mountain, 1384

I’m sorry for being so rubbish lately. I will get better. I have lots of new ideas.
Johannes stepped out of the cave’s mouth and into daylight for the first time in twelve years. Underground, the dark was so absolute, so devouring and unforgiving that it bleached his skin an opalescent white within the first year, and never allowed him the mercy of insanity, or the release of death. Thinking back to the day when he and the other children had first descended – dancing and skipping – into the pit, Johannes sat alone in the murky, filthy space and wept, making his half-blind eyes sting as though they had been thrashed with nettles. It had been so long ago that the children had blindly followed the man underground, so many years following seams of quartz and nickel through endless forgotten caverns beneath The Black Forest, pointlessly filling wicker baskets with dirt. Johannes could still hear the erratic breathing of his closest childhood friends, Emil and Kurt, as they lost their lives within the first week without daylight. There were hundreds of them down there to start with, fighting for the first few days, boisterously trying to keep spirits up before the silence and fear and death began to infect their company, like a shadowy pox that forced soil into the lungs of those who forgot how to speak, or think, or live. Johannes got lost after three years, he had dropped his concentration for what could have been twenty minutes, and then spent the next nine years wandering in the caverns within the mountain, following whispers, occasionally catching an echo of a voice, or a whisper of the melody they had followed into the mines. He would run and stumble and bang his fists against the solid rock, calling out the names of his friends who he knew would never find him. There were only the rats. 
The rats were almost everywhere, and were frightened, submissive creatures, easy to catch and eat. Johannes had survived for over a decade on rat meat, and that of the slow, blind phosphorescent fish that swam in treacle slowness in the cold springs.

Johannes looked down at his home town from the angry gash in the mountainside, and saw a town ravaged by time. He saw stagnation, he saw regret. Every window was smashed and empty, every street bare and ragged. The wind suddenly changed direction, coughing dry, orange leaves into the white, hollow face of the thin young man, and carried the quietest melody of a flute, playing far away, in another year, another town. Johannes kept staring down into the valley, and at the town he had been led away from as a child. He saw ashes and bent willows, he saw a Mayoral chain of office hanging from a rope on a tree.
Hamelin was a strange place, at the best of times.